Welcome to Santa Cruz: November 2004


Sunday, November 28, 2004

X: the most _____ letter ever!

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I think i like the letter 'X'.
Maybe because of the "XXX" porn stuff...(man that's so horny!)
Or the 'X' in sex? whhhaaaattt!!!???
Or maybe 'X' means Ex/former lover for me?
It's nice to talk about the past, well, not really! not all the time right? specially if it's like the worst nightmare for you!
For me, talking bout your past relationship is like a huge relief for a sobbing heart!
I don't know to you, but that's how I feel!
Past is past! and if it's not because of the past, you won't be who/what you are right now!
'X','x','x'........
What will I do without you?
Let's talk bout the crazysexycool our/your 'X's left in your memeory!
Enjoy!

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Charlie Brown

When you pass by a stranger on the street, are you suppose to greet him or her? What is it about friendliness? Is it just an act of whatsoever? Do we have to be one to be happy? Or it's just an "Standard Operating Procedure"? Or maybe that's just what the world needs right now? What is friendliness?
Just for the record, I know deep down inside that my level of being friendly is not that high or is it even high at all? But I'm not a total snob/arogant son of @#$%^. That's just me!

There is a guy in my gf's(Fritzie) dorm.
He's a "balik-bayan"(a person who's originally from your own motherland who migrated abroad and came back again.)
The first ever meeting of Fritzie and Ciarra(Fritzie's dorm-mate, also my friend) with him, he was, according to them, having a bite of a "brownies".
Then out of their creative minds... they called him...
"Charlie Brown".
It's been quite a while since we've last talked bout him... and the last time was about when Charlie asked for the kite I made for our PE class. He needed it for his own class!

Fast forward...

2 days ago... something happened...
It was a wednesday...
We don't have classes on wednesdays.
So Fritzie and I went over to her place and had a movie marathon.
Fast forward to the main story...
Downstairs, Fritzie was talking to Charlie Brown!
They seem very happy with their chat!
So, Fritzie introduced me to him.
At first, I was kinda hesitant and feeling funny...
He said "Hi!", in a very welcoming manner. "Hey!" my stupid reply, in a very awkward manner.
The first time he mentioned his name, I didn't understand it! And the second time... I got it...
Mario.
His name is Mario!, quite different from Charlie ei?
Fast forward a lil' bit...
I found out more things bout him.
He's sentiments as well as his...we just had a great conversation to be short!
Man, he's so freaking friendly!
He has No doubt of any sort to reach out to other people, eventhough they ignore him over and over!
How i wish I can be like that!
That night, I played some of part of our conversation in my head...
Well, I've realized that .... I think I should try to be more friendly... I think I lack that attitude so much in my life!


And so, that's the end of this story.
Stupid ei?
Nah... not for me!
I'm not encouraging everyone to be friendly or anything, it's just, I think those who are unfriendly... for once!, try ....try to be friendly...
That's all!
Thanks Mario for teaching me one good lesson, Friendliness!
Lesson of the day: Be Friendly, Life is short!
Hahaha... Peace out!

Friday, November 26, 2004

My New Dorm

Well, if you're an avid fan of my pathetic blog, you know that I'll defenitly have a new dormitory.
I should've told you guys earlier...
My new dorm is quite better than my old one.
But,
....
....
Ah! just forget it!
I'm much happier than my brand new supah fresh "home"!
New enviroment for my free mind...
Fresh faces?, around the hallway...
And I'm closer to my girlfriend Fritzie!
That's so cool! We watch dozens of movies and act stupid, laugh about life and be with each other!
And yeah!
I live with my older brother! He's name is Gian, but I call him Kiki for short? or w.t.f....
What else...
And fuck those dorm rules...
They're not even observed!
Like the 'No smoking' and 'No drinking' policy!
Damn everybody smokes! Of course except me...
and drinking...
my God! Just... w.t.f.!
But, isn't cool? hahaha!!!
But All in all...
It's fun!
I'm enjoying everything! Because if I won't, shoot! I'll just hang my self!
Life is really Great! Just learn how to make it cool...a nd I tell you... you'll def say the same thang... you know waht i'm sayin?
I want to greet my best girlfriends Fritzie, Renzy & Carmen! hahaaha...
And JT my nasty foe! hahaha...
See ya'll soon my avid fans!...
(In my dreams, as if I have fans...)

Friday, November 19, 2004

My Summer Dreams...

I have plenty of dreams...

I'm quite a dreamer you kno...

And one of them is to look FINE.

No! I'm not a Narcissistic freak!

You owe that to yourself to look great or if not great, good or if still not good, just make an effort to look just well...

Okay.... Am I weird now?

This is my "Golden Plan" for the summer...
1. Do Taebo or Yoga. Get fit! Look HOT!?&%^&^$
2. Eat fewer food and healthy ones this time.
3. Learn how to play the piano. What!!?$#%#
4. Find a job and Work!!!
5. Enjoy the Summer!


I know it's too early for my #@!* plan, but, whatever! I just want to....
What!!!????Tha??? #!@*???



Hey! Fritzie, Renzy & Jot!


Sunday, November 14, 2004

I've stopped...

For months I've been really waiting or should I say looking or I think it's more appropriate if I say dreaming for that somebody that will be my "someone".
Well,
I've stopped!
Because I think it's impossible!(but not in a loser kinda way)
Why wait for a bus when it is not meant to pass at your place?huh?
or
Like...
Staying at a bus station for hours just waitng or hoping that some fictional bus will arrive? huh?(Okey that's senseless!)
So that's mainly the idea i'm thinking!
Enough with the busses!
I know it's not the right time for being so wanting!
Because...
I've already found my "somebodys"! Yup! that's in plural form!
My family,my friends, the beautiful people around me...They alone are enough to be inspiration! Right? They're priceless!
And for that someone who gave a comment to my blog... thanks!
grobulack.
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