I can't wait for the Ppppaaaarrrrrttttyyyyyyy!!!

Whooooohoooooo!!!!........
We'll have this Xmas party and and and we'll be swimmin and and drinking and and eatin and and ****** and and it'll be fun!

I wonder, who picked my name for our "exchange gift" thingie....coz...

I want a goldfish or guppies(that would be better! male guppies are prettier than females!) in a fishbowl this Xmas!



Why?

Because...

I'm fishy and scaly?

And hydrophylic?

Also a chicken-ass-lips-boy?

I just want a fish in a fishbowl Mommy!.....
I wanna I wanna I wanna!
That's my childhood talking there!
Fishes are wack! hehehe...
They're relaxing tho....

I'll put it in my dorm.

The Holiday's freezing bite

Damn! Damn! Damn!
Fuck! I'm here again, feeling cold and blue. Shit! this is starting to sound like a poem!
I'm all wasted again and sad and grumpy and obnoxious...
I want to have some fun, but the world just don't want to fuckin cooperate!
Fuck the world!: a lame statement from a world-hater...
Aaaaahhhhhhh.....
It's cold outside. And everyone seems so extra normal. Why?!
I have Love problems, money problems, a problem with that stupid Chemistry class....what else? hygiene prob? Oh! I already have that! (joke!)
I'm not whining, I'm just feeling all fucked up. You know?
Oh well, that's life!
I'll catch u all soon! Bye!
I'm loggin out!

Fun-O-Day

Shit!
Why is this day so fuckin happy for me?
Today is defenitely not my birthday or even a special day in some sort.
But man, whatever this is, I'm enjoyin it!
I'm enjoying my day!
Wooohooo!

Reason #1 My classmate who I have great admiration for sat beside me this morning at the cafetiria.

Reason #2 In our school library, I saw my ex-dormmate/ex-crush's picture in an exhibit of local christmas lanterns and I snatched it there...I can't explain the detail extravagantly! Anyways, it's grool!

Reason #3 Christmas is near!And that's all for now!Christmas!, Christmas!, Christmas!I'm so inspired! Wooohooo!

My Wish List

1. DJ's headset
2. Another pair of scooby doos(Chuck Ts) size 10, color black, hi cut.... I own a white one already!
3. CDs of Gwen Stefani, Jojo, Usher, DC, Beyonce, Rooney?, Vanessa Carlton, Brandy, Monica, the list goes on and on and on....
4. A new fone.... a flippin one!
5. MP3 player...an iPod mini? (keep dreaming!)
6. a lover? that's bull!$#!& and crappy! and hopeful...well, that's why it's a freakin wish!!!
7. a PDA?
8. New jeans and Ts
9. a make-over? that would be cool!
10. happiness...i'm not sad or anything.....

And that's all I want this Christmas!
Hope even just one will come true.....
SANTAAAAAAA!!!!!!.................................
Ok! Stop! now i'm being hopeless...
Fuck Christmas!!!
AAAHHHH!!!!
I'll just keep on dreaming, and dreaming, and dreaming....

She pissed me off! That bitch!

O how I dig Gwen Stefani now! My topic has no relation in any way to Gwen....





I never thought that we will have a fight like this! Just this morning, everything was really going just fine for me and one of my girlfriend. We were laughing and smiling and doing our regular biz.... Then, all of sudden... it all just fired up! Here's what happened, Val, my girl classmate were roaming around in our classroom with some folded lil' pieces of paper with our names written on it inside a baseball cap. It's a drawlots stuff....for our "exchange gift" event bla,bla,bla.... Then my said girlfriend asked Val how much will the gift be. She said it like...."How much will [(the how much) she said one tagalog word that is exactly the same as 'how much' ] the gift will be!!!" And I reacted boastfully...(I guess....she got offended or she's really not having a great day?) Oh well, back on the track... there! She acted like a total @#&*! And was hurt too... I know it's so damn, fuckin, shitty shallow! not for her!!!
I hope this will be resolved. I know this will be resolved!
I just hope that she won't be offended AGAIN when she reads this!
Problems are nothing! They deserve to laugh at!
Another fuckin statement from Mr. Life-O-Disaster!
Sorry Madel.....
Sorry.

Holiday Fiasco

As we all know, Christmas is near! Our class is planning to have a party for the said occassion(well,not exactlly on that day). To be exact a pool party! And it's a 24hr activity! Can I just say it's so fucked up? Why am I fucked up? Cause some or let's say most of them are not goin to join us because of their parents, they are not allowed to go! I'm sorry forthe harshness?... Damn! we're all college students now my dear classmates! Why won't you try to explore the horizon? Man,I know i'm getting insensitive now, sorry. But what i'm insisting you to try is...be free...o.m.g. Yeah! that would be impossible for you guys to disobey your parents just because you want to join this "pathetic" Christmas party/fiasco! When will you enjoy our group, when we're all apart?
I really want this to push through! I want to get wasted and stuff. And this sounds so selfish again.
Not all the things you desire will happen, right? Sad for me...
I want to enjoy the holidays...though I don't feel it!
Christmas is near and I'm still....
I'm still lonely? No i'm not!
I'll just relax and be happy.
Merry Christmas everyone!

Another Holiday fiasco!
I'm really diggin one of my classmate!
@~#*! If i will fall for my classmate...
That would be the most stupid thing ever!, cause... the feeling is not mutaul!
Why willI make the emotion grow?
Question.
Should I tell the person bout my special feelings now or never?
I'm asking for a suggestion too!
Again, advance Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!

Holiday Fiasco

As we all know, Christmas is near! Our class is planning to have a party for the said occassion(well,not exactlly on that day). To be exact a pool party! And it's a 24hr activity! Can I just say it's so fucked up? Why am I fucked up? Cause some or let's say most of them are not goin to join us because of their parents, they are not allowed to go! I'm sorry forthe harshness?... Damn! we're all college students now my dear classmates! Why won't you try to explore the horizon? Man,I know i'm getting insensitive now, sorry. But what i'm insisting you to try is...be free...o.m.g. Yeah! that would be impossible for you guys to disobey your parents just because you want to join this "pathetic" Christmas party/fiasco! When will you enjoy our group, when we're all apart?
I really want this to push through! I want to get wasted and stuff. And this sounds so selfish again.
Not all the things you desire will happen, right? Sad for me...
I want to enjoy the holidays...though I don't feel it!
Christmas is near and I'm still....
I'm still lonely? No i'm not!
I'll just relax and be happy.
Merry Christmas everyone!

Another Holiday fiasco!
I'm really diggin one of my classmate!
@~#*! If i will fall for my classmate...
That would be the most stupid thing ever!, cause... the feeling is not mutaul!
Why willI make the emotion grow?
Question.
Should I tell the person bout my special feelings now or never?
I'm asking for a suggestion too!
Again, advance Merry Xmas and Happy New Year!