Curse those instant foods!

My exams are over! Last week was a very, very hard week for me and also for my classmates. I know because some of them posted notes on "Friendster", telling how they managed to remain alive after one exam. What a tiring week it was. The review nights, the over eating nights, the shoul-I-study-or-party-night, sigh... thank God I'm still sane after that week! The result of my effort: I failed one subject... our major subject... ANATOMY! and the rest... so-so grades.

A week after the exams...Checking papers, more studying, more school works, more expactations, more effort needed to stay afloat, more activities, more great words like "a few monts from now".

Curse those instant foods! According to the professor of my older brother, Kiki, instant foods which contains preservatives can cause your brain not function or get blocked for seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, or even years from consuming them!!! Dormers' regular food supply ranges from instant foods to more instant foods!!! And as a dormer, I draw instant pleasure and convinience from buying and eating them! but with a string attached. Nutritional issues and health problems? What will happen to my studying, to my brain? I've been very lazy, can't think and can't study, study, study, my brain seems stucked! I've been very distracted. Kept thinking bout moving on from the past "love" stuff, but somehow can't manage to really stand strong... My head is damaged!

My brain is a disaster! I kept on gossiping and 'leading the pack' about our classmate whom everyone hates! He's ugly inside and out! We hate him! He's such a bitch!

And speaking about bitches, I'm the president of our self-established group inside our classroom. "THE BITCHES", as we call ourselves. Hay, this blog entry is enough! Done! Finished! I'm having a headache again! So I guess I'll see you next time! If I'm still normal.

Dorm Life

The Men's Volleyball Varsity Team Try-outs

For the last few weeks, I've been dreaming of joining the varsity. The Volleyball varsity team to be exact. I've been seeing posters about the when & whereabouts of the try-outs around the campus but after I've learned from my classmate Val who happens to be a Women's Basketball Varsity Team member that a new player will not recieve the benefits of an old player instantly, I moved back. Assuming that the try-outs was over, I got a little disappointed with me for not even trying. Then, I got over it! Simply because I know that with my very hectic and tight schedule, I will have a hard time balancing my studies with my extra-curicular duties.

A week later...

Yesterday, Fem, told me that the try-outs is still on going and I'm still in the running for the next varsity player. I was tired that time. Can you imagine having a single subject
class which is Anatomy and Physiology starting from 8 A.M.'til 6 P.M. straight with only some occassional brakes. And the next day (which is today), we'll be reciting "The Preamble" which I don't completely know. But I decided to follow my desire to play ball.

STORY NOT YET FINISHED...
To be continued...

July 14, 2005
11:24 A.M.

The Continuation...

What? A week later or longer? Help me count. Yes, Ive been very busy studying and doing more school works that's why I wasn't able to finish my article and maybe because I've lost interest on it perhaps. Well, I QUIT!!! Honestly, I'm almost there! If only I pushed myself farther. I could've been wearing that Varsity uniform. I wasn't able to enter the "Temporary Varsity Team" last week, okay?, because the coach said, we the somehow rejects showed some flaws. But we can still join though, if we're willing to come back the following week( which was last Tuesday), she'll figure out if the "T.V.T." will be good enough to join competitions and if some players will be lame enough, she'll pick one of us to replace the poor guy. I know I'm good, that's why I got a lil' disappointed with my performance that day, I know I can burn some rubber but I planked, pity on me! Oh well, I've realized that not joining the varsity will haunt me every now and then, not having the benefits and so and so. At least, I can still be free from any obligations. Whatever Juno, whatver! (sigh......) (and a much deeper sigh.....)
Oh, by the way, Fem got in from that "T.V.T." 'til now! And seeing him go to practices makes me feel noxious.

Circling Mike

Now, we're on our third week of school. Still breathing, alive, and happy. What are the nice/fun/cool things that happened this week? Well, finally, the day that I've been preparing for for the longest time since summer came already! Our swimming class! This past summer, I went to an extreme body make-over! I exercised and had a regulated food intake. And... it all paid off! Last Wednesday, who flaunted it all around the swimming pool area? Try to guess, come on! Who else but the one with the nice bod, me! Hahahahahaha... Just kidding! But yes, I flaunted a lil' bit. Next events; quizzes, recitations, exams, experiments, lab. works, wait! Is that cool? Besides getting failing marks, they're very, very tiring, energy-suckers in short.

I'm dying to wear that white Nursing uniform! They look so clean and decent. I just can't help picturing myself wearing my very own white Nursing uniform! When it's already my time to wear it, I'll make sure that I'm hot wearing it!!!

Speaking of a hot Nurse. (Shoot! isn't obvious how I like this person?) Circling Mike: have you heared about him? Mike, you know?, him, you know?, Mike, the guy from my not so distant past is circling here around the campus sometimes with his girl and sometimes with his guy friends and earlier alone somehow. You know, he graduated already from this same university where I'm currently enrolled at just this summer and posted here at our library, where I'm typing this article, his name is listed as a Nursing board passer. I really thought that we'd never see each other's faces again after I left that dorm where we used to be neighbors, but look we still see each other, though we don't smile at each other nor nod nor say hi. And I can see that he gained a LOT of weight! I'm happy he's still around!

Love life? My love life? Here I'm still single and afraid to mingle. I'm still attached to Fem, and even if I try not to be attached to him, I gat weak and still want us. (as if there bacame an "us") Well, I'm still alone and lonely in terms of intimate relationships. But I'm happy. Always happy about things. That's all I can say.