I joined this online hook-up service for gay men about three or so months ago, “Guys 4 men”. Why did I join? Maybe because I am longing for someone or let’s say something I do not know. Recently, I found myself very busy flirting with strangers! I viewed profiles, received and sent messages of hi and hellos. And I never expected or even thought that my computer-generated existence would become a real life array!
Okay let’s take this slow. One web-surfing day at the school library, checking my “guys 4 men” account, I received a shocking message from someone saying he wants a “SEB”, together with his message was his contact number. Man was it so straight forward! During that time, I do not have a mobile phone yet, a good reason to ignore what I have read.
SEB (Sex Eyeball) - “eyeball” per se is a term used by long-distance newly-met friends or acquaintances meaning “to meet in person”. Sex eyeball on the other hand is a not so regular meeting because you will meet with your so-called friend to have sex.February 19, 2005, Sunday, I bought a cell phone. One night using my new cell phone, I gave him a ring. He then asked who it was and I said I was the one he invited for a
SEB. We had a major misunderstanding. He kept on insisting that we should meet at Santa Cruz, Laguna(I really don't want to meet anyone back at Santa Cruz! I don't want to endanger my family's rep!). And I thought that he was the guy from Santa Rosa, Laguna so I did suggest for him to come over here at Dasmariñas, Cavite thinking that it would be more convinient for the both us, Santa Rosa is near Cavite, he won't have to spend a lot to travel and since my dorm can set as our "motel". Not knowing what was really goin' on, an argument fired up until he decided to stop texting me! I was saddened! It was a chance in a lifetime and I blew it all up! But I won't let that stay unresolved for long! I am dying to wipe off me "single" status! So I texted him over and over and over! After days and nights of explanations... he replied atlast!
We decided to meet... at
Santa Cruz!!! Before we finally met each other is another huge drama! The end of the story is we did it!
The drama factors are:
1. my cell phone is fucking malfunctioning! The only way for us to communicate... effectively.
2. I was attending a family affair that night and my presence is greatly expected.
3. my pocket is empty. No cash no gimmik!
4. I was so NERVOUS!!!
During the party (The family gathering I was attending to was my grandfather's 60th or so birthday celebration at my uncle's mansion), a miracle happened! I am now free to attend to my sinful plan! My uncle and aunt brought me to their clinic to give me a vaccine for Hepa-B (I know this is so weird but it did happen) and after I recieved the dose, they dropped me off at our house. At home and alone finally, I