Welcome to Santa Cruz: April 2007


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Fuck Buddies?

A.R., my Ex-B.F. & I met last Saturday at my dorm after a month of me ignoring him around campus/ texting bittersweet text messages and giving dozen of missed calls to each other.
Apparently, we have the same schedule of make-up duty that day, so we are really bound to meet.
During the duty, every movement and gesture I made to A.R. was so awkward!
I told him thru text that whatever "sweetness" happening between us in the text world will be different from the real world.
I haven't seen him for quite a long time, maybe 5, 6 or 7 weeks?
And I'm still a "disturbed haunted ghost"!;)
So there... we both can't help to see each other again... We gave in to the urge...
We resolved the issues, settled the drama and finally came to the decision that "we are free", no commitments... & if we happen to become lovers again good, & if we find someone new... much better???;p
And...
We had ***
Now, I still have this question in my head...
should I pursue our ended relationship or just move on?
Logic, logic, logic...
;x
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