Identity Crisis Round 2!!!

A not so recent break-up...
A new pretty girl...
and what will i get?
ta-da! A second trip to Identity Crisis!



I know I am gay, I was gay a few months ago, I was very sure of that (am I officially allowed to use the "was" about my gayness?), I've got a boy in my life (bedroom included), but when I met this girl, I found myself confused all over again.
I never thought that of all people or of all sex, I would be attracted to a girl!
I think I'm a "Trysexual" now, a trysexual is defined as someone who can try any sex. what!?
I guess cupid must have been wrong to strike his stupid arrow and skewered my heart with a girl/female/her/she...
Then, I've slowly realized that it's no longer just an attraction...
I am infatuated with her!
We had our moment.
It was during one midnight, where the moon was full and the wind was cool... we were both texting and were staying at two seperate spaces; I was standing outside the fire exit and she was sitting on her sink. Although we can see each other from where we stand... I declined her invitation to come over her place.
And since then, more stories unfolds...
The next thing I knew... I was seriuosly flirting with her even more!
Of course I got confused in the process, and worse is I got scared of getting hurt again... (I was assuming early on that there will be an "us") esp. issues of infidelity (now I am not only watching out for gay guys as opponents... but straight men as well! fuck the competition is not fair at all! not at all)
I can give this a try...
but can I handle the consequence?
(I have these questions that only myself can answer)
How did I got out of my comfort zone?
And why on earth am I grazing into an alien part of the universe!?... the so-called heterosexual relationship.
But this time I have a chance of having stability, STABILITY!
The question is, am i man enough to face my fear?



(sorry for using your photo my loves)